thwarted again.

i had planned to get on this blog and write a very specific and angry open letter to a certain former lover. we never dated, but manage to break up every two weeks or so. its a treat.
anyway, i reached into my purse to take my birth control while this page was loading and found TWO half-finished packs of pills. i had two packs in here and have been taking one from each without realizing it for the past two weeks.
this revelation that ive been standing in the middle of an hormonal battleground for the past two weeks does not, in any way, impact my assessment of this mans character. im sure he actually is the worst for about a thousand different reasons. but on the off chance that my hormones have had slightly more control over me than i thought, im going to wait to list every instance of betrayal in our extended non-relationship. this is disappointing though. i do not like to be wrong, and this raises the possibility i may be. im sure im not though.