anger

a poem.

-why am i angry
--i cant get a boy to talk to me
-what is anger
--anger is fear
----why am i afraid of losing communication with him
-----communication is all we have
-------without it he will not be in my life at all
-----he may be orchestrating this loss of communication
------he doesnt care enough to talk to me
------he doesnt want to talk to me
-----i value his advice
------losing it would make me feel lost
-----i cant know his truth without talking to him
------i hate to be lied to
------he must be lying about something
-maybe he's just busy
--am i hysterical girl
---i know im not mentally well
----proof: i take 5 different psychiatric medications daily
--i need to relax
---ive heard good things about yoga