i met a boy

he's a rafting guide. he had a mohawk but wears it down. his hair is soft and his eyes are very green. he has a perfect nose. his life is completely unlike the life of any other boy i know. he farms, and lives off the land, and camps every night, and can hike for days and raft entire rivers.

the whole boy/girl game suddenly feels so alien to me.
its very strange.

im going rafting w him tues. there might be kissing, since thatll be date 2.